ok fine, it was my fault for not doing that last schedule thing and letting it under the pile of papers from YOUR table to mine. But I asked you what should I do with that before it got lost and forgotten. well you didn't give me a concrete answer and made me do other things blah blah blah. and somebody else next in line made me do stuff as well. wednesday, thursday...now it's friday. and now you're going to tell me you need it today. there you go, snatching that frigging source document from me, not even asking me to hand it to you. you just took it like i have no choice. well, at least now you're out of sight.

it's hard being slaves here, and having b*tchy masters at that. i don't recall being so eager serving these bunch of ... what the - ?!

ddj: di ba merong message to key contact dto...may isusuggest ako na message...
oceanblack: ano?
ddj: mayday! mayday! (office) is down...(office) is down is down!...rescue is yet to come...over!
oceanblack: hahahaha lokah
ddj: yun naman talga di ba! ano pa kaya?
oceanblack: pwede tagalog? down ang (office), mababawasan na trabaho nyo hehehe
ddj: hehehe!hmmm....parang better yata yan para lahat masaya!
oceanblack: oo para bakasyon tayo lahat hahaha

stability ey? think again.
everyone's in a frenzy since this morning. we were told that there is an 80% possibility that our group will be "collapsed." and minutes before the meeting ended, they said they didn't want to "rock the boat prematurely." oh well, i think they just did.

when the meeting was over, my opismate, who tries to cheer us up, said aloud that she needs boxes so she could pack all her things and evacuate. then i thought i needed to bring a high-capacity flash drive. haha.

and they said to keep things to ourselves...haha

I just took a few shots of my desk hehehe


The bottom half of that stack consisted of one week's worth of paper wastage. Yuck, so environment-unfriendly...oh well, it's not solely my fault. Hehehe


I haven't finished checking this line by line (if you can see the pencil marks, they mean check marks).


I'm not really used to seeing tagalog words in an excel file. So funny hehehe. My seatmate is the culprit.

how fuzzy






















...is our past.

*hehehe*

when i heard the news, i beardanced in my head (whatever that means). then yesterday, it felt like i wanted to do cartwheels up the stairs (reaaalllllly far out).

sadly, i can't seem to break the news to my friend. we were just talking over the phone last night, and i sort of lead her to a guessing game regarding the news. it may be the fact that the news wasn't a big deal on her part. so i just pretended that the whole thing suddenly slipped off my mind. she just told me to text her when i remember. but then i won't text her. excuses, excuses.

something interesting came up inside the elevator. it was full and there was talk about it inside. there goes the red poster. interesting. opportunity. i will take the elevator later. haha

gosh i'll be on the hot seat tomorrow. that is why i knew it when my immediate boss (my ka-height boss) told me the group lunch will push through. well if i'm up for grilling (and serving? eww) tomorrow, then i'm not to blame. They should be the one settling this effing issue. i'm just merely following their orders. They should know more and that they should not be putting any subordinate in a very unfair situation. Layasan ko sila pag ganyan. Hehehe.

Then the taller boss approached me and told me that I am really part of the agenda tomorrow lunch. I replied as if i was a little too innocent to know what was going on.

tall boss: tomorrow we'll talk about what you're doing now
me (feigning ignorance, points at my monitor): uhh, this one, the budget?
tall boss (realizes i had no idea what she's up to): uhh, yeah...and if we can do away with the checking all details...(then she gets confused) we'll talk it over tomorrow
me: ok
(she heads for the door with her things; pauwi na sya)

ay ewan ko sa kanila, pare-pareho silang may sayad...

...it extends beyond reality.

(did i just make sense there or what?)

i had to fix a considerable amount of inconsistency last night only to find out that doing so would entail more fixing than i had expected. the pages of my notebook screamed "overhaul" at me. which reminded me that another one echoed from the steel cabinet.

peeps, please hold on until sunday. by that time, i can do something better, promise. even if it means major overhaul. yes, superseded pages are inevitable, but it defines evolution.

naks.

and yes, prayers are answered. even in two minutes.
which makes me forget about inconsistencies beyond reality, whatever that means.

^ yuck indeed.

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ayoko na mag-abang sa wala.

di na ako maghihintay para walang aabangan. walang masasayang na oras sa paghihintay, meron man o wala.